Horray!!! Spring is finally here! The sun is shining in the sky, the sky is a gorgeous blue, birds are singing...so why do i still feel so larthargic and down in the dumps?
I should be skipping everywhere and talking to birds like some sort of metalist, but the truth is i only feel like that when i'm not in the building that has University of Cumbria written in big letters.
Yes, i have become lazy again. Lazy with my education. Last week i was on a high- i had a brilliant interview that made me feel like a journalist for once and a chance of getting published somewhere. With that chance falling flat on it's arse as quick as a toddler learning to walk with banana shoes on (ok that was a crap simile, leave me alone) i'm back in this building learning about colours. I kid you not.
I have so much to do as well- My mother and my boyfriend are back here and to top it all off i have two exams next week, a 2000 word essay, the page of the magazine to start, articles to sub and then the website to build. I have realised i have more in my life than just this course and i have no idea how to fit it all in. So much so i feel tired, stressed and very close to my head exploding.
I was blaming Uni for this stress too. Oh yeah they just give us all this work at the same time blah blah when really it's my own fault for managing my time badly.
Then something interesting happened today- Molly invited me to her house party. My intial reaction was "no i have too much work to do", but the more i thought about it the more i realised that i will get home see my little sister and then procrastinate for the rest of the night anyway.
So screw it i am going to the party and i am going to have fun, whether i like it or not.
Oh yeah, if you are feeling as stressed as i am here is some monkeys looking through some binnoculas in Africa. Well, it made me laugh!
I should be skipping everywhere and talking to birds like some sort of metalist, but the truth is i only feel like that when i'm not in the building that has University of Cumbria written in big letters.
Yes, i have become lazy again. Lazy with my education. Last week i was on a high- i had a brilliant interview that made me feel like a journalist for once and a chance of getting published somewhere. With that chance falling flat on it's arse as quick as a toddler learning to walk with banana shoes on (ok that was a crap simile, leave me alone) i'm back in this building learning about colours. I kid you not.
I have so much to do as well- My mother and my boyfriend are back here and to top it all off i have two exams next week, a 2000 word essay, the page of the magazine to start, articles to sub and then the website to build. I have realised i have more in my life than just this course and i have no idea how to fit it all in. So much so i feel tired, stressed and very close to my head exploding.
I was blaming Uni for this stress too. Oh yeah they just give us all this work at the same time blah blah when really it's my own fault for managing my time badly.
Then something interesting happened today- Molly invited me to her house party. My intial reaction was "no i have too much work to do", but the more i thought about it the more i realised that i will get home see my little sister and then procrastinate for the rest of the night anyway.
So screw it i am going to the party and i am going to have fun, whether i like it or not.
Oh yeah, if you are feeling as stressed as i am here is some monkeys looking through some binnoculas in Africa. Well, it made me laugh!
Enjoy the sunshine!!
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